Goal

HW:: 138.8
LW:: 97.2
CW:: 122.8

GW1::134
GW2:: 130
GW3::126
GW4:: 122
GW5:: 118
GW6:: 114
GW7:: 110
GW8:: 106
GW9:: 102
GW10:: 98
UGW:: 94lbs

Weblog

Thursday, 04 June 2009

Sunday, 10 May 2009

  • I have that interview today at 1:30 (so in a little less than 4 hours) and I'm nervous.  I wanna go purge but I can't get around my rents.  I'll let you all know how it goes!

    Thing 1(aka my daughter) got me a thing to hang on my wall that hols little candles, 60 tealight candles(30 strawberry kiwi, 30 hazlenut cream) and 2 reed defusers(1 strawberry kiwi, 1 strawberry cheese cake).  I think everyone's trying to say my room stinks but what ever, I love candles(and my room does stink, I have a hamster, diaper pail, and usually a sweaty man and his socks, plus the usual sex smell that currently isn't there due to Nate's incarceration, fml).

    He has either 12 or 34 days left in jail, I wish I knew which one, this is stressful.  I'm 7 weeks pregnant today!!  I think I said the wrong timing yesterday.

    INTAKE

    B(9:00): Strawberry short cake-300
    Coke-100

    L(?:??):?-?

    D(?:??):?-?

    Total: 400

Saturday, 09 May 2009

  • Pregorexic

    Nate's on his 10th day in jail.  Either 13 or 35 days left to go.  I'm 6 weeks 5 days pregnant today, crazy!  It feels like we've been trying forever, but after one miscarriage on accident we started trying and this was our 5th cycle only(with a miscarriage in December unfortunatly).

    I'm so stress I lost 9lbs.  I put on a bunch of weight until I was a bit over 133lbs(ew) and 3 days ago I was 124lbs.  I'm not complaining though.  I want to get down to 100lbs but I know I can't prolly do it.  My goal is 5lbs a week until at least 110lbs.  I know you must think I'm a horrible mom but I had bad morning sickness with Thing 1 and they(the doctors) said the baby will get what it needs from me, and I'm taking my vitamins.  It'd be nice to be 115lbs by the time Nate gets out if it's in 2 weeks.  I wanna be able to hide the baby as long as I can.

    INTAKE

    Bugles-160

    Half Frozen Yogert-80

    Coke-240

    Total-480

Monday, 04 May 2009

  • Nate's PO needed to talk to him but wouldn't answer his calls or return them.  So the police arrested him Thursday night.  It's now Sunday night.  He called after being booked that night to have me make sure his PO went in to see him and his PO told me not to expect him out until next week not Friday like the police said.  I called the jail to see if he had bail.  They said he might have court Monday at 2:30 and would get bail then.  He called yesterday though and said he'd get out Monday(tomorrow) told me he loved me, Chanel(our 1 year old), and our little one on the way(I'm 5 weeks 5 days pregnant) before our 1 minute was up.  I'm scared he won't just get released like he said.  His friend is going to pay bail if it's not too high so I hope he gets out tomorrow.  If they revoke his probation he's in until either the 19th or 20th I'm not sure yet.  I'm scared.  I'm happy to be pregnant though.  It was our 5th cycle trying after an accidental pregnancy and miscarriage.  I asked my friend who's always right about the gender of my next three kids(we aren't telling people) and it's supposed to be a boy!!  I hope she's right!!